Fed Up

Lonely

Frustrated

Sad

Confused

Angry

Depressed

This COVID-19 virus has really fucked things up

People have died and will die

Businesses are floundering

Unemployment is now worse than it was back in the ’80s

And now there’s a new variant of it right when a vaccine has started to be delivered

Has it got a brain this virus?

Does it know what it’s doing?

I’m sat here feeling dumbstruck

When will this end?

After all, this is only the beginning

I feel very disappointed about the u-turn made by the Government which has put us into Tier 4. I didn’t even know there was a Tier 4!

We now have to legally stay at home and we can’t form Christmas bubbles outside of the area

If it wasn’t Christmas, there wouldn’t be as bigger a problem for people regarding families and friends getting together

This has thrown a light of bigger uncertainty on things now where plans have been made all over the country

I can see it now

Where some will flout the rules and do what they want to do

Go where they want to go

Defy and say “Fuck You!”

I’m staying put

And that was so hard to write

A way of looking at things would be to think about the New year

The New Year alone

More fucking loneliness

And more fucking self-centeredness

There’s 1 thing that keeps me positive through all of this negativity that I’ve written

That’s that I have my freedom

My things and my space

My computer and my knowledge

It’s a far cry from reality

But it’s a nice place to be.